September is suicide prevention month. 5 years ago, I didn’t know that. Unfortunately, Lucas and I became “survivors” on April 7th, 2018. Now, I not only know that September is suicide prevention month, but I know what it means to be a survivor.
Initially, in the aftermath of your death, in those mornings that felt so heavy that my chest hurt and breathing was almost impossible, I would open my eyes and long for slumber to take me again back to that place where you were still alive and the three of us were together. In that oneiric […]